Hello everybody is doing well, feeling well, staying safe and healthy.

I think I was like more excited to record this week's episode maybe even than I usually am I mean I always really am but I feel like I have so much on my mind and you guys know this is like therapy for me to just like get everything off my

chest and I feel like I'm just a little bit more anxious than usual I don't

really know why but I feel like I have this feeling where I have like so much to do and nothing

to do at the same time.

And it's like sometimes I'll literally be like watching a TV show and something will pop in my head and then leave it

immediately and I'll be like fuck like what did I have to do or I had to do something

and then it's like I don't remember and it wasn't even important in the first

place and I've been feeling like that feeling a lot and it's

very unsettling because if I have shit to do you know I need to fucking do it and I just

feel like right now I'm just kind of all over the place,

knowing that like over time I'm going to need to do a lot.

And I'm just kind of at this like stand still place of like getting everything,

getting my house together, getting my life together, and it's giving me a little bit of a weird

feeling. So I'm thrilled to be back in the saddle on maternity live today's episode is also

super fabulous because I am joined by somebody I adore and who I was thrilled to

interview the one and only Amanda Stanton.

You guys may know her from The Bachelor and Bachelor in Paradise.

She now also runs her own clothing line, Lonnie the label.

She's written a book.

And of course, she is a mom to two of the most adorable

little girls, Kinsley and Charlie.

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