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Hi Besties, welcome to or welcome back to Transit Care.

Lately, I have been feeling very stagnant, questioning a lot of what I'm doing, why I'm doing it,

where I'm going. I think for me, when things in my life slow down, it makes me question whether

I'm doing enough or if what I'm doing is worth it. I've been doing this podcast since January 2022,

and as much as I love this podcast, I think when you do something for so long you can end up

getting lost and forgetting why you're doing it. I really am my biggest hater and my biggest

obstacle. There's times where I ask myself, is what I'm doing the right thing? Am I on the right

path? Those questions sneak in, but almost immediately I snap out of it because I know in my soul

that this is my purpose, just because things slow down or I get really overwhelmed, burnt out,

even if I have people who don't like the message I'm putting out there, I know that my purpose

is to get that message out there. It took me a really long time to understand what my purpose is.

I spent the majority of my early 20s feeling extremely lost. I felt like no matter what I did,

I could never find anything that stuck. I felt like I was never doing enough. I felt like I was

behind and was always playing catch up. I felt like there was nothing that I was really good at, and

I was afraid that I would end up living a life unsatisfied, doing a job that I hated,

searching for things that brought me joy, but I would never find anything that did.

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