Well, good morning, everybody, Sifam Harni, you from Freedom Main.

It is a little before my Sunday.

Morning show and I had a haunting thought yesterday,

a series of thoughts that I wanted to share with you,

to frighten you if this is your path.

It's really important.

So yesterday, I went to a dress-up festival

with Izzy for the day, which was a blast. And at one point, we got an apple strudel at this festival.

And Izzy went off to go and get a knife to cut it in two because, you know,

we're not really, we don't really do much sugar, so it was a nice strudal, but we thought it'd

cut it in two and half half half each. So when she was off getting the, it was supposed to be

a knife, she came back with two forks and we just muscled it,

but when she was off and I was sitting alone in this festival, you know, I looked around as I,

as I do. And I have fairly recently, over the last year or two, sort of aged out of being noticed that much. You know,

when I was younger, I would get noticed a little bit more for whatever reason, you know, just

there's a sort of social consideration or whatever it is, right? And so I'm noticed less,

which is interesting because I get to observe people without much reciprocity, which is more

anthropological and interesting. And of course I get more than enough love care and attention

from friends and family, so I don't need any particular attention from strangers.

But I was looking around and I saw a guy, you know, probably in his 50s, sitting alone, and he had that, you know,

Eleanor Rigby air of isolation around him. And I was sitting there, and of course,

nobody was looking at me, and I thought I had this sort of flash, you know, this alternate life,

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