Because when you're on stage, you can misread a crowd.

You almost always misread a crowd.

It's so easy to misread a crowd

because you'll be up there and this is like something

that being in punk rock bands

like kind of screwed up my perception of crowds

because in no use for a name,

a good show was when the whole middle of the crowd

was going crazy and it was a big pit

and people were just destroying each other.

And it was so hard even to like transition

to Fufai's word that's not the dynamic at our shows,

you know what I mean?

Much less my solo thing was very much not the dynamic.

It's like this thing of like if people aren't losing their shit.

Oh, they must be, they must hate it.

They don't like what we're, you know what I mean?

And you're almost always wrong

because it would be like you can have your worst,

what you sort of, what you perceive as your worst show.

And then that's the one that people come up to

and they're like, that was in my favor,

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