Hi everyone, I'm fresh off of bawling my fucking eyes out.

I finally stopped because I turned off Rufus Dusol.

I just had him in the background just like serenading me and all my Pisces placements just crying my fucking eyes out.

But I just had a really good conversation with my dad who I never really talk

Deep to you know dads you just don't fucking get into certain shit

I want to share something that he told me and then we're gonna get into my whole EDC trip because

Bitch you got a fucking buckle your seat belt for that one because there was a lot of realizations that came from EDC

It's my first raid my first festival. We're gonna get all into that

So the biggest thing that made me fucking boo who like a toddler

He told me if everything went bad and the world was ending and

He had to walk through shit with somebody. He would choose me

And that like meant so much to me. I didn't think that he had ever seen me

for me and

I've been really struggling with

Believing that people see my value, you know like I've been struggling with feeling

useful to others and like

Worth a fuck really

So that just like validated the absolute fuck out of everything I've been insecure about and I may be

Feel really really good and I boo like a little bitch about it because I think it was like really deep

And I'm gonna flip this into something that everybody can learn from so

You just got to look through life and find the person that you would walk through shit with or

Find the person that would want to walk through shit with you

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