Hey friends what's going on how are you doing today? Welcome to this moment in your life. Welcome to this moment in your life. Well I'm going to do a podcast that's just all that of me just continuing to say that on repeat for I don't know five

hours that's what it takes sometimes that's what it takes you know it's so easy to get

distracted and have your brain get sucked into the future or the past or somewhere in between those things or in some layer of the present that doesn't actually exist and so maybe we all need a little voice following this around saying now now now.

But anyway yeah I hope that you're doing good right now in this moment of your life hope hope that you're feeling all right.

Yeah, today on this solo podcast for you, what I want to talk about is

something I've been thinking about for a while that I don't really see addressed anywhere, really.

And that's about, and this really just came from me observing myself, my own experience, just like all the things I think and talk about.

Like I said before, I'm the Jane Goodall of my own consciousness, you know, just mapping my internal experience,

studying my brain, seeing what's going on and reporting back.

But this one is like, I'm not really an emotional person by nature.

I am about as you know I'm you're not going to see me

frolicking through a field anytime soon

and by that I just mean that yeah, I'm generally just a high logic low emotion person

that's not to say they don't feel things for certain. It's just that my emotional dynamics are a lot more

calm and slow than I think most peoples.

Interestingly, also that the timelines in which I feel things rise. The timelines

slowly and then fade slowly

and they never get very intense in either direction.

And I, I know, and conversely, and some people have extreme emotional peaks that come and go and you know 30 seconds they're feeling extremely one way and then

30 seconds later they're completely back to normal and me trying to imagine what that's like it seems like it'd be very

disorienting but of course to a person who's used to it I'm sure they just roll

with it and I imagine if one of those people would listen to me talking about how even keel I feel they might find that odd you know but we're all we all experience, there's a spectrum of, you know, internal circuitry in us all, of course,

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