Soccer, and those you know we got some problems,

a no, we don't know where we're talking out to solve them.

We may laugh, we might learn, we might be.

Your games with some peace. So how are you enjoying retirement? It's been really good. It's been a wild retirement for me. So my last game with the Red Stars I tore my

ECL. So I was rehabbing back from that. It was my second time, Terry Kn tearing it which is such a difficult thing and so I had

rehab for about four months and then I got pregnant.

So I kind of just quietly retired after that and I took some time.

J.J was still in season when I had my son.

So it was such a wild transition in time because there was like so much changing and it really was when he retired that his his

final season that I like felt I had actually retired and we we started to travel a bit we we

started our investment with Burnley which has been so much fun and then it was like

this a couple months ago that I was like okay I think I want to like get back in it a little bit and that's when I started with Amazon but

retirement is hard like it's I feel like any professional athlete that retires goes through

something similar where you just you don't you don't know who you are for a little bit.

You know you're so used to you know they say don't don't define yourself by what you do but in sports it's it's nearly impossible not to because it's it's everything you are and that was difficult for me.

I was going to say that it's like it doesn't matter how many times they say like

know who you are off the field, no who you are off the field,

know who you are off the field.

You're taking a thing that operated a majority of your day every day.

And then even the days when you weren't playing,

you were thinking about playing,

or when the next time you were

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