You guys this is my leak this is the podcast and I am back with a listener letter

I don't know about you guys but I really enjoy the listener letter so if you want me to take a stab at something don't hesitate to shoot me an email.

All right so today the listener says I have a question for you, or maybe a few.

How do you know when it's time to keep going and when it's time to let go?

I have been in a season of taking back-to-back losses that I know stem from spiritual attacks that are trying to stop me

from walking out my purpose. For the last few months I've kept going and kept going.

I'm the resident strong friend.

I'm the oldest daughter.

I'm the one everyone relies on for positivity, encouragement, and to get a prayer through.

But the way that life has been lifing, I am tired.

I'm exhausted, actually.

In July, I was passive aggressively removed from a leadership position at church, only to be unexpectedly let go from my job a month later, I was set up by two older black women who

falsified my performance report to get rid of me. Since I was hired as a

contractor I couldn't get unemployment and I was out of work for the next two months

while being unpaid for two and a half months

Now that I'm working again, trying to catch up is exhausting and seems almost impossible.

I am now facing eviction, and when my mom asked me yesterday what I wanted her to pray for me. I said I didn't know. I've been

praying for God to save me from everything falling apart but what if it's his

will for it to all fall apart? What if it needs to all fall apart in order for my life to

come together in a better way? How do you know when to stop trying to make everything work

and when to say I've done all I can let go and

let the chips fall where they may. I don't want to be the strong one all of the time.

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