14: The Rise & Fall of My Creative Ego
The Lavendaire Lifestyle
Aileen Xu
4.8 • 1.4K Ratings
🗓️ 31 July 2016
⏱️ 20 minutes
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This week was a rollercoaster of emotions. At one point I felt so inspired, fulfilled, like I was on top of the world. And in the next moment, all of that confidence and excitement was squashed and I felt like I was worthless and ridiculous. And then I had to take some time to pick ... Read more
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| 0:00.0 | Hey guys, welcome back to the Lavendare Lifestyle, the podcast on Lifestyle Design for |
| 0:09.3 | millennials. |
| 0:10.3 | My name's Eileen and I'm here to help you become a master artist of life. |
| 0:16.0 | You can create the life that you've always imagined. |
| 0:19.0 | Life is an art. Make it your masterpiece. This was a very interesting week for me. So actually |
| 0:30.8 | it was just like the past three days that felt like I was at the top of the world, |
| 0:35.4 | like the top of the mountain feeling, I was so inspired and fulfilled and proud of myself, |
| 0:40.0 | and then it kind of like dropped down. |
| 0:42.2 | It was like a giant asteroid like squashed me |
| 0:45.0 | until I was like on the floor underground, |
| 0:47.7 | just like at the lowest low feeling so bad about myself. And like yesterday which was Thursday was like |
| 0:56.2 | picking myself back up and being humbled and just like |
| 1:00.9 | leveling off so I don't even know how to begin this. Today I feel like just |
| 1:06.9 | telling you about my week as if you're a friend. I don't have anything |
| 1:10.3 | prepared. I didn't take notes. I'm just going to talk. So what |
| 1:14.5 | happened was on Wednesday I had this huge shoot for my channel for the |
| 1:21.2 | secret project. I mean it's a huge shoot for me because I've never |
| 1:24.4 | shot anything this complex for my channel on lavendare so it was really exciting for me. |
| 1:31.3 | The idea is I've been dreaming of creating this interview series on my channel called |
| 1:39.0 | Artist of Life where I would feature real inspiring amazing people who are real great examples of true |
| 1:48.5 | artists of life. So I feel like I know a lot of people in my life who are doing awesome things and I would love to feature them because I feel like it's just great to get different perspectives, different stories, and I can't tell all these life lessons on my own I really don't know |
| 2:06.2 | everything I'm not the I know that I have a limit to what I can share and so I just would |
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