I mean I'm nervous about like the financial stuff I don't want to do that the rest of my life like always have a credit card

I ever know where the money went always just kind of climb up a ladder for no reason.

It feels like I am in a position where one I am having to prove myself, like that I'm worthy of being a partner that I have to show him that I can be responsible with money in order for him to want to build a life with me.

I feel like the root of the problem is that like I don't have a good,

a really good sense of like who I am like I feel very lost. I don't know like it's my fault like I'm not worth marrying.

Welcome back to part two of my conversation with Becky and Dustin. Just to remind you at the end of the conversation last week, I found out that Dustin made $24,000 last year and yet he bought an F 350.

That's a huge truck with six tires and I hit my hand on the desk because I was cracking up so

much and the video cut out.

That's the first time this has happened in over 100 episodes of this podcast.

So we're back and as a refresher, Becky wrote the application of me.

She's frustrated because she moved

across the country, moved in with Dustin. She's frustrated that their money is

separate, frustrated that he doesn't seem to have money to renovate the house, which

is important to her. Frust frustrated that he hasn't proposed.

But Dustin is frustrated because Becky is not keeping up her end of the bargain and paying off

her credit card debt as she agreed to.

Before we dive into the episode,

look back on this year.

How well do you think you lived your rich life?

I think at this time of year it's natural to start thinking about

our New Year's resolutions but often

we miss an important step which is to look back on the year and think about what we loved,

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