If I had done this to my children, I would be the first person to stand up and say,

oh my God, I need help. What have I done? You know, a mother couldn't live herself.

But now, Darley, they're saying that you could live with it because you're a psychopath and that you could kill and not have a conscience about it.

What really worked for the prosecution at the trial was this videotape of the party at the grave.

Happy birthday, dear day,

I asked Darley to look at it again.

Do you not say as I do, oh for heaven's sake, darling,

chewing gum, smiling, spring, silly stream,

and the jury wanted to see it over and over again.

You still don't think it was wrong?

No.

Maybe it's not the way that everybody would choose to do.

But I can guarantee you the last thing a guilty person would do was to do that.

Your husband's mother said to me, you said to her, guilty person would do was to do that.

Your husband's mother said to me, you said to her, wouldn't you want to see the person who did this die?

Do you remember those words?

I do. And I still feel that way to day.

But if it's you who dies.

I know the truth. I know what really happened.

I know that somebody else did this.

So if I'm put to death, I'll leave this world with a free conscience.

...the Should you go to your death, you'll never be able to touch him again?

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