I'm going to be able to be. Good morning.

God morning to you.

It's that time of year, the day, actually,

where your social media feed is full of,

I'm stepping into a new me, new year, new me, new life.

It's my time to be abundant.

That's a beautiful way to approach this.

It's also one that, if you examine it closely,

reveals the lack, the sadness that that line of thinking is born of, born from.

Alan Watt said that the desire for security and the feeling of insecurity are the same thing.

So you believing that next year, starting tomorrow, you'll be abundant,

means that you feel that you're not abundant now.

If you believe that you'll be happy tomorrow or in the future, your fulfillment

is coming. That means you are not fulfilled now. You're not aware of your fullness. Now, if you were,

those thoughts would not come. That desire would not be. I've had a reminder that comes up on my computer and my phone,

like once an hour, set for years. And it says anxiety is born when you forget joy. Fear comes when

you forget love. Wanting comes when you forget that you have.

Everything you think you want or need already exists right where you are.

Here, now, in the form of this love that repractice filling together.

Today is not a special day.

There are no days.

There is no time.

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