In Timothy 4, it says neglect, not the gift that is in thee, which was given thee by prophecy.

I did not know what my gift was until I started this show.

And they say whatever your gift is, you do it and you give it away.

But I would not have discovered it if I had not listened. And there was never a booming

voice that said start a podcast or get on a microphone, but there were signs everywhere.

And I follow them like breadcrumbs. And the mind tries to discern and piece together and tell a story and predict and look back

and say, oh, that's why that happened or that's why that had to happen for this to happen,

but none of that matters. Just keep turning your mind back to God. You just keep turning your heart

back to God. You love God. You keep trying to get out of this body, seeing that you're already out of this body.

And then you'll watch that body doing what it was placed here to do.

Just like squirrels gather nuts.

And the birds make nests.

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What does that body do?

And don't be tempted to feel like, oh, well, I got lost in worldly demands and responsibilities.

And yes, yes, everything that that body is doing right now is beautiful and necessary.

But you know there's something else. Even if that body is a mother or a father,

a sister, a friend, a brother, a good cousin, there's something that that body must do,

or you will continue to fill that feeling, that pressure, that anxiety, that hole.

And here's the catcher. It's not go out in the world and try to figure it out. It's fill the

hole with me. And I'm sorry that I go in and out of this love voice. Fill the void with God and he will fill that life with purpose.

Your purpose will become obvious. It will be inevitable and it will be funded and it will be

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