Look how far we've come, all the things we've done,

did it all with love,

beauty from the bottom of,

all I want is you,

you're my favorite view,

but there's nothing move.

Girl, you made my heart be...

All right, guys, so this is the second episode that I'm doing of me reading

You Are Not Broken. We're going to start at chapter six.

There is... I don't even know any chapters my book has.

I think it's 16.

There is 15 chapters plus courting face questionnaires and an epilogue.

So I'm going to just be reading this.

I'm not going to edit this.

So you guys can get all my blunders, all my mistakes.

But the goal is to get this book to you by this Friday.

Today is Wednesday.

So I have to do, I have to finish the rest of this book in the next two days. So three days if you count today. So I'm just going to jump into it. Again, I'm not going to edit. So you guys can get this for free. And I don't have to put a whole lot of time into it because I already put the time writing in the book. You guys in the chat, I see you. Thank you for being here. Thanks for supporting me and what I'm doing. And let's get into this. Chapter 6, why? Why did you get married? Be honest with yourself. What was your why? Strip away the romanticized answer.

Go past the wedding day, the photos, the promises, go beneath the we were in love, or it felt right, or it was time. I want the real answer. The one you don't say out loud, the one that sits with you in the back of your mind when you're lying awake at night. Was it love? Was it pressure? Was it the comfort? Was it fear of being alone? Was it because you thought you were supposed to? Because all of your friends were doing it, because you wanted kids and thought this was the best shot.

Or maybe deep down you thought they could fix something in you.

Or you could fix something in them.

There is very real pressure from society to get married when you grow up.

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