Where is your success emanating from? Where is your help emanating from? Where is it coming from? Where are you

looking right now? Look in that direction. I look like I'm looking out and up, but I'm looking

back and in. But it looks like I'm looking out. If you were sitting in front of me, it would look like I was

looking at you. But I'm looking at God. I'm looking at the kingdom. Jesus said when you make the

two, one, and when you make the inside as the outside and the outside as the inside and the upper

as the lower, and when you make the male

and the female into a single one, so that the male is not male and the female, not female,

and when you make eyes in place of an eye, and a hand in place of a hand and a foot, in place of a foot,

an image in place of an image, then shall you enter the kingdom.

Look straight ahead and don't blink.

Until even that breath is one.

You only ever take one breath.

You only ever take one breath. You only ever take one step.

I was going to say you only get one shot.

You get many.

I saw a quote that said it circles you.

It circles you until you're ready.

It's closing in on you.

That's what you feel.

That's not something bad about to happen.

That feeling that you feel, that I know you feel.

It's not, it's never going to happen or it's not happening.

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