Hey, hey, hey, everyone. I hope everyone is good. I hope everyone is doing great and sound mind receptive to listen here and just stand in the medium of understanding. So as I was thumbing through my notes, I decided, you know, I wasn't going to pick a subject that was written down

because I came, and sometimes it happens like this, right? I came to the realization that

sometimes life just shows you some things that you need to share. And this has been happening to me for years.

And so the title of this episode is that you can't save everybody. I want to give you a little bit of

backstory. So I journal. I've gone back to journaling and

my journaling is free form. So I'm not thinking too hard. I'm just writing my words down

because I don't want to write in imperfection, right? I don't want my writing to be perfect because I feel like when we

stop and we analyze our words, we want to change up something to make it seem, no, I'm going to be

honest and I'm going to write everything down. So as I looked at some of my past journals and then

even some of the recent things that I put in, I realized

that I struggled with letting people go when it came down time to recognizing that I couldn't help

them. And as I sat and just thought about it, you know, I don't know how many people recognize or

don't recognize that the things in our past will come back in our present. And as I thought about this with trying to

help people and get them to this place of clarity, I realized that I did this for so many years

as a child and then as a teenager and as a young adult and now still here.

But it began with the change in my mother and knowing that after she lost her husband, my father,

that she was a forever changed woman.

And even if she gave me her worst, I still felt like I need to

show up as my best for her because she was just in a different space. And I had a younger brother, right?

And so I always had the mind and the longing to be a nurturer. So I see that even in a connection with

my brother. I nurture him, baby him a little bit too, but nurture. And I was doing the same

thing with my mother. And I realized in that relationship as well that even if I showed up at my best and even in the moments where she asked my opinion and I gave it, because she needed advice. Many times she wouldn't take it, right? She just needed someone to listen to her. And even as I went into,

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