From about 15 years on and

15 years on and up, a great deal of my thoughts were,

basically unshareable.

We are all evil in some form or another.

Yes, I am not 100 hundred percent, but I am you. My mother was a sick, angry, hungry, and very sad woman. I hated her, but I wanted to love my mother.

This is serial killing a podcast.

Hello again and welcome to serial killing a podcast. My name is

A Lissa Carroll. Here we talk about serial killers as well as delve into other

topics within our beloved true crime community.

I comment this from a psychological perspective so we look at past family members,

childhood experiences, and other things that could have contributed to these people evolving into who they became.

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Also if you guys hear some stuff in the background I was not able to film in my

closet which is my filming studio but the petting zoo that I have for pets are just up and walking around so if you

hear stuff in the background it's probably one of them. So today's podcast

was voted for by patrons and it was originally going to be on both James Holmes and Nicholas Cruz and whether or not we had any information you know about how their lives are now.

But you guys know me you know I how their lives are now. But you guys know me.

You know I'm going to give you the whole story

and as I wrote, it just got longer and longer.

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