Hey friends it's Jamie Grace. It's a Sunday afternoon and I have a whole list of things that I need to do that I could do that I should be doing right now

But when I sit down at my desk to start being productive my microphone is literally in my face and so when I have these random moments

where I just feel like I need to talk about something it's really hard to avoid it

because my microphone is literally right here saying talk to me talk to me so here we go I got this question a long time

ago and I've made a YouTube video about it but I just want to talk about it again and that is

the entire concept of when you're when you lose trust with a friend or when your friend doesn't trust you anymore.

Because here's the thing, I talk a lot about being hurt and about being broken, about being bullied.

I was bullied for most of my life.

And so I talk a lot about that kind of stuff,

but I never want to make it seem as though I'm a perfect human

and that I'm just totally without flaws like,

oh, everyone just hurts me and offends me all the time.

This is so depressing.

You know, we are all imperfect humans

and we've all had moments of either a lapse in judgment or even a mistake that

we've made that has cost us whether a friendship or a moment with a friendship

an awkwardness and a friendship whatever it might be and I feel very you know

grateful to say that this isn't something, I'm not speaking on recent experience,

but this is something that I've had to deal with.

I'm just like not always being a great friend and then having to backpedal and figure out,

okay, how in the world do I earn your trust again?

And how in the world do I serve this friendship and mend this friendship.

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