What was it like falling in love for the first time as a narcissist
The Mental Healness Podcast
Lee Hammock
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🗓️ 22 December 2025
⏱️ 14 minutes
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Y'all, today we're talking about What was it like falling in love for the first time as a narcissist? My first love story is a doozy.
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| 0:00.0 | So what was it like my first time falling in love as someone diagnosed for narcissistic person out of the disorder? |
| 0:06.6 | What a narcissist falling in love for the first time? What was that like? What went through my mind? How did I feel? Am I still in love with that person? |
| 0:16.4 | All that and more today on Dragon Mouse. Now, if you knew here, I'm Lee Hammack. I'm a |
| 0:21.4 | diagnosed narcissist and welcome to another episode of the D Narcissus Code. Welcome back, welcome back, welcome back, welcome back. |
| 0:46.6 | Y'all, if you don't know, I still do my one-on-one coaching. |
| 0:49.0 | You can find that at mental illness.net. |
| 0:51.4 | And enter the code Mental 15 for 15% off, one-on-one coaching zoom calls or the phone |
| 0:56.2 | calls. Oh, y'all. Yes. Yes. No, but seriously, man, narcissistic people, toxic people. |
| 1:06.4 | Like, I do believe that a lot of us can fall in love, right? We can't feel love. We can't |
| 1:10.6 | experience love to get that question out the way because I know a lot of y'all in love, right? We can't feel love. We can't experience love? |
| 1:11.2 | To get that question out the way, because I know a lot of y'all are going to ask that question. Can a narcissist love in the first place, Lee, I don't actually think that you were in love. Demons can't love. Narcissuses have no souls. They make you a soulless and you need a soul to love. A soul is the prerequisite for love, Lee Lee and you don't have a damn soul so stop lying |
| 1:30.6 | people who what did I do to deserve that you don't know me you don't know my heart |
| 1:38.4 | now but seriously man I have been in love before I'm in love right now I love my wife no people ask before. I'm in love right now. I love my wife. |
| 1:44.3 | No people ask me like, do you really love your wife? Yes, I love my wife. Every fiber of my being, I do love my wife. I do love my children. But this is not about their relationship. I told my, I told that story a while ago. I might need to tell that story later. I'll tell you about the first time. I was in high school. |
| 2:01.3 | I was still in high school, right? |
| 2:02.8 | And I met this young lady. |
| 2:05.0 | We were going to call her, uh, I didn't say these names before I even come on here. |
| 2:08.5 | We're going to call her, uh, uh, bella, Bella. |
| 2:13.3 | Let's say Bella, like from, like from Twilight. |
| 2:18.4 | Bella from Twilight, right? |
| 2:20.5 | So, meet Bella through a friend, right? |
| 2:24.6 | And I started having these weird feelings for her, right? |
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