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What if I'm totally and completely devastated?

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All Out in the Open, Questions from the Closet

Lgbtq, Religion & Spirituality, Christianity, Transgender, Gay, Lds, Mormon, Lgbt, Church Of Jesus Christ, Faith, Latter-day Saint, Christ, Society & Culture

4.91.2K Ratings

🗓️ 19 April 2022

⏱️ 56 minutes

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Summary

Ben and Charlie talk about the pain associated with being a gay Latter-day Saint and how they find beauty and hope at their lowest points.

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0:00.0

Welcome to Questions from the Closet. I'm Ben Shalatti.

0:09.0

And I'm Charlie Bird. Each episode, we discuss a question we commonly get asked as LGBTQ

0:13.5

Plus Saturday Saints.

0:14.5

We're not trying to answer this question or come to a consensus, but simply sharing

0:17.5

our perspectives. Today's question is, what if I'm feeling totally and completely

0:21.1

devastated? And this question was submitted by listener Ben S. and Bravo Utah.

0:27.0

Ben and I are not terribly diverse. And we share many opinions on my experiences.

0:33.0

For example, we both, we both cried in our offices this week.

0:38.0

Well, actually, we cried for different reasons. That's the difference. But I, mine was a few weeks ago.

0:43.0

Oh, really?

0:44.0

Yeah, I didn't cry this week.

0:45.0

You all talk about it.

0:47.0

I do.

0:48.0

I actually feel like really heavy about this. But this question, like, wasn't actually submitted.

0:53.0

I wrote the question, but I feel like it represents a lot of the questions that we do get submitted.

0:57.0

Like, what if I'm still sad? Like, what if I'm not okay with who I am?

1:00.0

Like, what if I don't know how to move forward? Like, what if I'm crushed by this thing that happened?

1:04.0

And I just kind of want to talk about how I've been feeling.

1:07.0

Yeah. Great. Well, let's jump into it. How you've been feeling?

1:11.0

You know, we probably should have recorded this a couple of weeks ago when I was feeling totally

1:14.0

and completely devastated. Right now I'm feeling really good.

1:17.0

But it's been a rough few weeks. It really has been super rough.

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