If you just are in your 20s, young 20s, you just hit the part where nobody's telling you what to do for the first time.

It's like the tracks of the rail just ran out.

I mean, I remember that feeling.

And it is terrifying.

Lean into it.

The uncertainty is the place that we learn to trust God.

Accept it and lean into it.

Okay, today I'm going to talk about 10 things that I wish I'd known in my 20s.

And this is going to apply to all of us.

I mean, when I was 20, I got married young.

So I was having kids young. And that decade for me was full of insecurity.

It was full of fear that I was missing something. I think I lived every single day feeling like there's something more and I'm missing it. And I look back knowing today all that God would do and all that

he had planned for me. And I wish I could have just rested into that season and enjoyed it.

But even when I was meeting Zach and dating and in college, it just always felt like, is there more? Is there better? Is there something

different? I just had so much fear and so many questions about life. And I lived so

unsure of myself, unsure of God, and unsure of the way that I was living. But I look at myself

back then, and I'm so proud of who I was and how I was trying to be faithful. And even that

questioning, I think it was just a result of really wanting to please God, really wanting to live

a beautiful life, and really wanting to please God, really wanting to live a beautiful life,

and really wanting to not miss whatever I was supposed to be doing. And I think those are

beautiful desires, but man, did that fear steal a lot of those years for me. In fact, when I look

back at that decade in my life, yeah, I think

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