Hey, baby mama. Maybe mama. So I love your shoes. I got the nude ones when they first came out. I went before like I pre ordered them because they looked so fucking cute when I got them. They were so tight and you said you're told her to you.

I dropped something on my you see where it's blue on my toenail. Oh, yeah, I dropped something on my foot. So I think my toenail is going to fall off. You see where it's blue? It'll just it'll go out on the inside. That happened to me before.

It'll do what? It'll just grow up. Oh, okay. Well, it hurt fucking so bad unless you get like a fungus or something. No, it's not a fungus. I dropped tree hut on it. Tree hut thing.

If it's just a bruise, it'll be fine. Oh, bad. Um, wait, I was going to ask you something and now I can't fucking remember what it was. You were going to ask me if I knew someone or something because you were like, do you know?

And then you stopped because you were like, I don't want to say this yet. Oh, fuck. I hope it comes back to me. If it comes back to me, I'll I'll say it. Okay. I don't remember now. I'm ready for your trip. I'm so ready for my trip. The whole time I thought I was leaving tonight.

I thought you were leaving tonight. Yeah, no, Kristen told me I leave tomorrow. Oh, okay.

So I'm like, um, Joe and Isaac told me you're leaving today. And then I was like, oh, she's leaving early. And I was like, no, she's not because we have to podcast today.

And then he was like, oh, I don't know what time she's leaving. But I was like, I have no idea what to say.

The whole time I've treated this entire week like I was leaving today just to find out that I leave tomorrow, which is fine.

Cause it gives me an extra day to prepare. But when I tell you that my kids, cause they don't have school today, does we have school today?

I mean, no, she does have school. So my kids are off. And when I tell you that Lux and Creed were on each of my legs, holding my legs for me not to leave this morning, I was like, what is in the water? Like why?

No, they know you about to leave. But I was just like, what is going on? Like Creed has never been like that towards me. He's always been like, I always joke about it. But I call none. That's baby because he is.

He just gravitated towards her. And lately, he's obsessed with me. He was literally holding onto my leg for dear life. And I'm like, I'm so like the guilt that I feel now that we are so bonded.

And we weren't like that in the beginning. It kills me because before it was like, I understood why he was bonded to Natalie. Now that he's not bonded to her. Well, I mean, he is bonded to her.

But now that he's bonding towards me, I'm like, I feel guilty leaving. Like before I was happy that he had a caretaker that he loved so much. Now I'm guilty because I can't spend time with him. And I'm, I mean, I do. He slept in my bed last night.

Oh, this is funny because I don't think VB's ever been like a really clingy. I think it's to me like that. Maybe.

Well, I don't know because she gravitates more to this. She's just not like a like to be grabbing on to. Yeah, you know, and she's just not like, I guess I got touchy feeling.

I have a person. Yeah, yeah. But like emotionally, she is like she's very much like that. But she's not like clingy.

Right. She was never like that as a baby either. Like she would cry for me instead. She would never like hold on to me.

Okay. Yeah. Yeah. Go anywhere. Anything. But I hear a lot. I mean, I see kids that do that with their parents and stuff too. And I'm like, that would make me feel so bad.

Luxus Luxus was the only child that I ever had that would like after daycare or preschool. He would run to me when I pick him up. Like I said,

I couldn't give a fuck less. Yeah, people did not care. Like she would run but not anymore. That's that's that's changed. Oh, yeah.

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