Hey guys. We're back. Hello. Happy Monday back again. How are you? How are you? I am exhausted. This has been a really emotionally draining week for me. I have a lot going on in my

personal life that I can't really talk about but it's been really draining. I haven't even

it there has been more development so I'll have to catch you up about everything too

because there's been even more. And it's just very like mentally and

emotionally draining and triggering. So I've just been so tired. Like I cannot pull

myself out of bed this morning. It was so hard for me to wake up and get ready. I'm just tired like I'm not

sad. I'm just exhausted. You know what I mean? Yeah, I know that feeling hasn't been a great week for me either.

I was just telling Billy, I need a vacation, like a week-long vacation, like where I think I literally bring a flip

phone so that people can call and text me and that's it if that and books and just lay on the beach for a week like let's just leave everybody go take a vacation.

Yeah I'm going to Mayor Ocean City this week for BB's graduation.

So hopefully she has a good time.

I'm just tired of stressing over things that I can't control.

So, yeah, that's where I'm at control. So, yeah.

That's the worst right now.

I know.

It's the worst when it affects you too, like you can't control it and things keep happening and

it's going to affect you regardless of whatever you do

whether you like sit and stress about it 24 hours seven days a week or not but it's

personally really hard for me if I don't know the possible outcomes of something to just like stop quote unquote

thinking about it. So I have to sit there and like work myself up to the point where I can

like reconcile with what would happen so that I'm prepared

if it does happen because things really throw me off. If like something's thrown at me

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