And welcome to a special edition of Deconversion Therapy.

This is Karen, and we have no Bonnie this week.

She is on a well-deserved month-long vacation,

and if you don't know what happened with some of our recordings, just go find us on all the social media areas, and we explain it there. But I took a poll of what some of you would want to hear, what I could record,

by the way, this is Karen, while she's enjoying herself and the number one thing you all wanted

to hear was true crime, which is great because I really want to do this story. Also, the other ones that I mentioned, including missionary work,

I thought, you know, let's wait for Bonnie, because that would be really good to bounce that off

of her since I was a missionary, and she would just send me postcards with guys wearing G-strings to my mission base.

That was fun.

And before I jump in, you're going to find everything you need to know, my sources, et cetera,

right in the description of this episode.

And you're going to see our link to our new merch, which we just released.

It has like some hilarious

shirts. We even have our backmasking ones that say backwards F the patriarchy, don't be a ship

pile. We have satanic picnic shirts. Go look at it. So let me give some disclaimers before I get into the true crime.

First of all, I am not going to ever get into the real heinous stuff. No need for that.

Our imaginations are bad enough. But why I feel that a lot of women especially love true crime is for me, it's the only time

we get to sit in the power position.

The only time we're in that God-like view where we're looking down and listening to a program

or watching a show where we're not the victims, but we're actually above the people who

are committing the crimes on women, usually women.

And it's like this safe space and this place of power, because usually you see that the person

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