The ultimate moment came when my wife and I went to

went to Holland to Amsterdam and now we're in Amsterdam

in the middle of the winter and and

we're down till we're down in the, whatever they call it, the downtown area, the red light area.

And we're walking around, people are hawking, you know, here's mushrooms in here and red lights and then girls in the

in the window and all that and somebody came up and said I've got some mushrooms and by that time I had gotten

real paranoid because there was there were no other tourists in downtown except Elizabeth and I.

And I kept saying, we're at the bottom of the food jade.

Everybody wants it, and we ran back to our room, ingested the mushrooms, she saw

world peace and I saw demons coming out of the wall.

Oh, really?

Oh, it was terrible.

Wow.

We got out of Amsterdam as quickly as possible.

And I know now. a play, a screenplay, and which a hero has a military background, big hero, has a heart attack, is dying, and is on his way to dying, and the

white cloud, mom, he's there, come on, on sun, it's okay, and suddenly reverses and becomes demonic, and he's being

pulled by the devil and he's screaming and yelling and finally they get him back.

He's alive, but now he's afraid to die.

Ah, and that's the story.

He becomes the worst coward.

He sacrifices his family and everything,

so he won't die because he's seen how awful it is to

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