Hi everybody, it's your best friend, Sarah. It's official. I have scheduled my ton

to like to me and I'm so sad about it. I know that if someone called in and said

this, I'd be like, what are you gonna spend all your free time being sad about it? And

then you have it and then you've got to recuperate and I should just live it up and not think

about it until it happens when it's scheduled and I'll do what I have to do in a, that's it.

But boy, I went in for my meeting with my, the surgeon and there's so much shit you got

to do before you get your trousers. I have to like get all these tests and get it to

do all this pre-op stuff and, uh, I just get scared about doing a, uh, technically elective

surgery though. I got a second opinion. I mean, I definitely have to get my tonsils

out. But I didn't have to get my tonsils out. I would not. But I've been told that I

need to get my tonsils out because I had that big surgery where I almost died. That was

an emergency surgery on my throat. Then, uh, that after that, you know, I was like in a coma

for eight, seven days, I, it was a big traumatic thing. But I lived. I had a 50, 50 chance of

survival. But I lived. That was right after I first met, uh, right before I first met you,

Rudge. And then, uh, like a year ago, so the doctor said, this is a fluke. What happened?

You're, it's never going to happen to you again. A one in a trillion chance. Well, one in a

trillion happened. And it happened again. But I caught it earlier, but it was with no numbing

nothing. He just in the office, like pride my jaws open and went in with a needle. And I was

screaming. I was flailing. I was, you know, your human body just fights to survive. And he stabbed

this abscess down in my throat through my mouth and had to drain it. My poor love, Rory was

standing there watching me scream and cry and in worse pain than the surgery. Because I think

during the surgery, this gave me like all the morphine in the world. So anyway, here we go.

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