Hey, it's Simon. And this is Martina. And we're broadcasting out of Kuchoji, Tokyo, Japan, and we miss our dog.

Oh. That's not the fun intro that we usually do. Um, for those of you that don't know, um,

Spudgy passed away on Friday for us. Right. And so we've been having a real hard time. Right.

With it. You guys have been just sending amazing drawings and pictures

and, you know, and sharing your favorite memories with scratchy as well. And today what we want

to talk about is grieving and mourning and how it's affecting us and how we're pushing through it

and what we're trying to do to move on with

the rest of our lives because i like how last week was like a snap out of it yeah we were like things

are doing okay and then we were like yep nah this this has been a pretty shitty month yeah

yeah it's been really really shitty so when it comes to grieving for Spudgy, this is my first ever experience of death in family.

Like my grandfather died when I was younger, but I never really was that close to him.

I only saw him like once.

He lived in Poland, right?

He lived in Poland.

I saw him like two times in my life.

So like I was kind of sad.

You didn't form a relationship. You didn't form a relationship.

I didn't form a relationship.

But with Spudgy dying, this was something that I just never experienced before.

And it's really made me, it was my first experience of death and the idea of like change because like I, like we discussed this yesterday.

Like Martine and I have

been going on lots of walks with each other and and talking about trying to you know get

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