you trusted that I'd be here today, that this voice would be here today, that it would

ring out from the silence, that it would call you out from the wilderness, from your suffering,

from your anxiety, from your worries, from that problem that has followed you, that problem

that has become you, that problem you've had hope in solving for a long time

for seasons. Today is a new season. It is a new chapter this instant. Can you trust in what you

can't see? Can you trust in the invisible? Can you trust in the invisible as much as you trust that this

voice is going to show back up and pull you out? I cry with you. I cry for you. Tears of joy,

because I know what is happening. I know that you are in the middle of it. I know what's coming out of this.

You are not suffering for nothing. Nothing that you have been through was for nothing. Those

tears aren't for nothing. That's the character. And at once there's a panning out.

There's a global awareness. My spirit pervades that entire scene. That entire scene is new. Because you were saved from it, you woke up out of it. And now that awareness that you have, keep it. Don't go back in to the suffering. Don't go back in to the jail. The doors are open. You keep going back in and closing the door behind you, going back in and closing the door behind you and coming out and pressing play and going back in and closing the door, closing yourself up in those thoughts and that problem. And at the same time, there's no door. There's no jail. There are no

bars. There's no you going in and out. Just a nightmare. You keep falling asleep. And I keep waking

you up and I'll keep waking you up until you stay up until you keep watch. Let's go. I love you.