Sometimes you feel like you're caught in a cycle of struggle, the same struggle, showing up in different

outfits, in different skin, dressed differently, same feelings provoked.

This breaks you free.

The awareness that you are, seeming to build right now as you hear this voice is what breaks you free.

What would take you years to learn now you can learn.

Now you master in two weeks, in one week, in five minutes.

It's not that you've become untrusting.

You've become so trusting of me, of your intuition, of your gut,

that you stop. In your tracks, you stop in my tracks, and you turn around. You realize what

comes to distract you, what comes to keep you from achieving what I gave you to achieve, what I have brought to you.

And it seems to intensify the closer you get. Do not be distracted this time. Do not be scattered.

Do not be dismayed. I know you are weary. And that's why I come so often to you, to encourage you, not to be a cheerleader, but to remind you of how big your calling is, of how important you are, your awareness, your awakening is. You have to rise up and not go down. You no longer go down.

When that sadness comes knocking, it finds only me if the tear starts a well. They find only me. They turn to joy. They turn back to realization. Only God is here.

I am safe. And although this task is in front of me and I'm weary, I will do it because it's

him doing it, because it's necessary. And you don't know why. You won't know why. Hindsight

will give you some insight. Obedience is all that is required.

And you're doing just that. You're being love. You're relaxing into that right now, relaxing

out of that body. When it's tense, you are being that body. You are being that problem.

You are being trouble.

You are bringing trouble.

You are bringing more discord.

But when you relax out of it, that body, it's a part of the scene and the scene and it and everything is aligned.

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