Good morning millennials.

millennials.

Welcome back to the toast and happy Friday.

I don't feel like singing today even though I'm really glad it's Friday.

I've never needed a weekend more.

Hey guys, I'm back.

Sorry for missing yesterday's episode.

I was planning on doing it, like I was fully dressed.

Me too.

It was just at the 11th hour.

But the day took such a turn. So there was no episode yesterday because my

worst nightmare came true and Theo left us yesterday. I can't believe I'm saying that. How are you? I'm going through

like highs and lows like I cried on the toilet this morning but then I was fine for the rest of the day

It just keeps hitting me in different ways and like weird things and you know I'm trying to avoid like all pictures but he's just everywhere because that's like where he was you know

And he's everywhere at the studio I know sure so he I'm okay

I do feel like I've been slowly mourning Theo since we found out the news like I knew this day was going to come so I don't it doesn't feel as fresh

But the actual like experience of like putting a dog down which I had never done was so hard and I just

remember like wanting to get it over with basically what happened is like the last like

two days he was just like like in bad shape and I was

really ignoring a lot of it but when we woke up yesterday morning it was just

like unignorable we woke up and I was like what is that smell and like my

entire bedroom was covered in vomit and poop and

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