I had a moment this week where I didn't really fall into sin, but the path that I was on felt

like the same paths I've taken before where I've fallen into sin.

If I could just say it that way, this is hard for me.

I can feel my chest kind of tightening up here as I'm trying to tell you this story,

because it feels kind of vulnerable

and I don't like my behavior here.

If you're watching on YouTube or Spotify, I apologize in advance for looking like I just got beat up by a baseball bat from a homeless man.

That doesn't even make sense.

But I just look like a wreck.

I look tired.

Man, I'm just looking at myself.

I'm tired looking.

My hat has been chewed by my dog.

My shirt is completely stained and dirty.

Layla and I got in a little tiff last night, little disagreement, a little...

You know, marriage is hard.

Anytime I hear a couple say they're not fighting or they don't fight or they're not,

you know, I guess, you know, fighting can be, if you're constantly fighting, that can be

unhealthy and, you know, you've got to work through figuring out the core issues there.

But if you're not, if you're not, I don't know,

battling it out, that's, that's too intense. If you're not, if you're not having some

disagreements, I don't know, you may be avoiding some stuff. I don't even know if what I'm

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