Okay, the way you just like cautiously like looked at me right when it started like

I thought you had the thing too early to be honest

Oh I might have even this too soon because it was still like two one when you started it

I think it starts recording at one I'd learn because there would be like a moment of silence before

sometimes like an unintentional moment of silence like no one that's that's the millennial pause

Oh fuck we're old

Hi, oh my god, it's nice to be back in the saddle

Oh my god

Confidence confident bottoms

It's been it's been that's it it's fucking been and

I have to be the one to take responsibility to apologize

Not only to you listeners, but to Zach. Oh my gosh my bestie for the way I have not been

A podcasting partner the last three weeks. You are you don't owe me an apology

You probably owe our listeners an apology. Okay. I'm sorry. I'm no you don't any one apology

You are a human humaning and it's so this is so like

This podcast is beautiful and wonderful, but like your mental health and like your your

Posterity. Oh sure. I don't know what I mean, but I'll look it up while you talk. It's the most important thing and

It's been I think I've said overarchingly I've been frustrated because I feel like I've been

Out of my depth and not not not sure how to be of most of service. Oh, which is so

Funny to me because I feel like

you're

so integral in my

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