Welcome to Democracy Isham Toray.

And I'm Danielle Moody.

And we come to you with heavy hearts because there's a fairly extraordinary situation going on that I think almost everybody is paying attention to.

Um, Amad Arbery was jogging and the video of him basically being hunted and shot and killed by a father and son just broke in the, and this week.

And it is extraordinarily heartbreaking and triggering and painful to see this video.

And I know it's been hard for a lot of people, and we want to talk about this video

and some of the other videos that have been, that have emerged over the past 10 years,

that have been just really, really hard to watch.

Because there's a lot of videos in our minds right now.

There's a lot of names that I could say.

And right away, you would see Tamir Rice and you see the cops roll up and shoot him.

Or if I say, you know, Philando castile and you see the cop standing there

and his child and his baby mother wife crying in the back in the back you know and if i say uh walter scott

and you see him running away from the officer and getting shot in the back and on and on.

John Crawford in a Walmart in Ohio.

And it's really painful to have all these snuff films in your head all the time.

And I've been wondering, what is the impact on us that we carry these in our head?

And I know this has been really hard for you just processing this new one with Ahmad.

Why don't you talk a little bit about how you feel and we could talk through this new video.

You know, my problem, and I often share my initial reactions to things on Twitter because it's

where I get to pop off with my emotions.

And, you know, a while ago, I used to filter my Twitter, believe it or not.

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