Hey, this is Mateo Lane. I'm Emma Wilman, and this is inside the closet.

Inside the closet.

Okay.

I just want to say, the room is chilly, which I like.

Chilly, but you got it, I wish you guys could see how Mateo.

We want to figure out a way to do video because if you guys could see some video.

Because I don't want anyone to see me today.

I look hard.

First of all, I'm wearing like a old ladies like wear like coats over their shoulders in the springtime

I'm wearing like what old ladies wear we can just stop right there say no more

No, you're not dressed like an old lady you're dressed like a I just repeating what he has it like his coats wrapped around his head like a shawl

I'm cold pipp pipp poppel and squeak we I wanted to say

last week or I was listening to our episode from last week and

Gail and I were talking about how like sometimes lesbians get intimidating or

something and you were saying how they're always nice I want to

apologize to the lesbians of Rochester because when I was in Rochester they were so nice and great and when I was listening back I was like what am I even what am I talking about like it's just like what I'm saying is not even true it's just sometimes I get nervous or on lesbians because I

care more a little bit. So probably because I think I think you're

100% me. You're afraid of being judged. Yeah. And I'm the same with the gays

when I walk into gay because all gay bars are especially in New York

It's just a room of side eye it's everyone just side-eyed each other so when you walk in you know you're intimate

You I go into that insecurity like oh, they hate me right, but I think at the end of the day we're all damaged and yeah my friend Pat Powers put it best he's like he's like we all just stop back like we didn't go through some deep shit trauma growing up

and all we want to do is grow in our hair wear some makeup and put on a mumu

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