Forever. Happy to see you. Okay, you went to therapy this week?

Um, no, I did not go to therapy this week. Are we, have we canceled her?

No, no, it's just, therapy is hard to go to when you are not in the swing of it and I'm being very apprehensive just because that's who I am as a person.

It's not that I don't want to get help, it's that I'm just being hesitant for I don't know why I just don't know I'm

finding every little reason for me to not go to therapy to not go to therapy or not

fuck with her or like well first she would like I can't talk to this lady she wears

time yes and he was like well I wouldn't talk to

with that but it was time I guess that her shoe wear was too casual that's

how I felt she stepping on the back of her heels I can't. She had a

sandal on with socks. Yeah like why don't I see your ankles while I'm talking about my childhood.

She had on slides. Yeah, I can't. Yeah, but I'm I don't know I feel like I definitely need to

continue talking to somebody I need to be more open about it so when you go to

LA or you try to switch situation like are you trying to talk

yeah I talked to her about it I was like I might have to do a face time or something

I just need to make sure I'm talking to me if you just get like a LA therapist yeah

I don't know if my Medicaid transfers to the West Coast.

I think I take Medicaid on the West Coast. You get like a green juice. They probably treat you

better. Yeah, with your Medicaidaid they won't wear tombs

i mean they might not have any shoes on at all the barefoot

flipflops they'll tell me to take my feet off

they'll have like a shell a shell necklace

you're right.

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