begin to notice how often your desires change.

Small ones, big ones, you have some that have been with you for a while now,

almost as if they are you.

They make you you.

Who would you be without them?

Where would you be if it is a relationship, a kingdom marriage you're seeking right now, or kingdom wealth you're seeking right now, to appear abundant on earth to not have to worry about money to be financially free right now. Can you be free of that desire? Be free of that desire of wanting love, of needing love, and just be it, of wanting money, of needing

money, just be it.

The essence of it is you, but you hold back, you shrink, you think, and then that looks

like lack, it looks like striving, It looks like toiling. You have

toiled. You have sown. This is the harvest. But you have to stay up long enough and stop dreaming of

sewing more. Dreaming of planning more. Dreaming of waiting more. You are up. And this love you live in becomes the home you

live in. This love becomes the lover. This love is spendable, but you don't feel it. You don't hear me.

You're beginning to. And you let in little bits. You let in almost. Open the floodgate.

I love you.