I come into your room. There's stuff everywhere. There's clothes everywhere. I come in. There's stuff everywhere. You're in the bathroom. I just hear, I don't know how to talk to you. Like playing so loud, I'll be speaker. Suddenly we're rolling around on the floor. Like, the best way I can describe it. Because you caught me. I felt that I need a song hadn't

been calling to me until that moment and I felt I needed to listen to that song. And then like what

proceeded after was I can only describe as like a tantrum. Like we were on the floor. A tantrum. We were

on the floor like rolling around. We problem like screaming. We were screaming.

It was good though.

Like I don't want it to sound like it was bad.

Like anyway, we were in the living room.

We fell to the ground and we were rolling around and I was like, I need to listen to

Too Good.

I need to listen to Too Good by Drake. And I was trying to play. I was like, is it Drake generally? Is it other Drake songs? It was kind of just specifically that song. But then we were listening to it and it was like. We were delving into his teachings. Last night, I got high as the expectations. And I was like, whoa, Nick, we really do get high as the expectations. I guess it's high as your expectations. But like, that really moved me in that moment. I was like, whoa, like sometimes we get as high as our expectations. We expect so much. We expect so much. So that's how high we have to get. I was really needing to work something out. And I was like, I cannot believe, like, my songs in previous shrooms trip,

I'm not even a Drake fan, you guys. Like, I don't even like Drake like that. Like my previous songs, I'd listen to air, the air soundtrack from the Virgin Suicides. I'd listen to American teenager. I'd listen to Kelly Uchis. Like, I'd listen to like me flying all the way to California to take it to a place of Toronto.

The shrooms were demanding that I take it to a place of Toronto.

The shrooms were demanding that I go mentally to a place of Toronto.

They were trapping you in Toronto.

They were trapping me in Toronto.

But then we were listening to the lyrics and I was like, I don't know that like I even relate

to these lyrics that much.

I feel like I am processing Drake's pain right now. Like I feel like I was just realizing that Drake was in a lot of pain. And I was carrying like a lot of his pain. And like, then we started playing American teenager, which we we wept and we cried and we saw that I had a battle in the mirror. A weeping? A weeping? Well, I didn't even realize. I was like my face is wet. And I didn't realize that I was crying and then I was crying. I was weeping no other like my face I was like my face is wet and I didn't realize that I was

crying and then I was crying I was weeping we were laughing but as I was working out all this

stuff in myself I do also feel I was working something through for Drake yeah I thought about

DMing him afterwards I thought about saying Drake we were saying like we as a society like

carries so much of Drake's pain and like I don't think that we realize how much of Drake's pain we carry on a on a day-to-day basis. And like he's in a lot of pain. It was a major theme of our trip, you guys. It was like a mate like working it out. Like we are going to get those demons out oh yeah that was the other thing is

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