God can't bless you for tend to be or who you can pair yourself to.

He can only bless you and the lane that was created for you.

I feel that for somebody.

You don't need no itch, itch, itch, itch, you need boundaries.

What?

I don't need your lights, I don't need your elevation.

All I need is a God party for me that's there are things.

All things, all things.

I grew up in church at the height of purity culture.

So it is no surprise that when I got pregnant as a teenager, I thought the one thing that

I should do in order to fix it was to get married.

If I get married, I'm going to fix it.

If I get married, everything's going to be okay.

So though I was finishing high school, going to college and the back of my head, I had

this passion, this desire to fix my life and make it beautiful.

And I thought that marriage was the one way that that could happen.

Then I get exactly what I wanted.

Only this marriage is not fixing me.

In many ways, this marriage is hurting me more and more.

Our dual brokenness got together and created a shootout that I don't think either of us

survived.

So it wasn't until I was picking up the pieces of the breakup and divorce that I recognized

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