This is Emily, Emily and Sammy, and you're listening to Too Scary Didn't Watch, the Horror Movie Recap Podcast for those those too scared to watch for themselves.

I'm Emily. I'm too scared for scary movies and I missed you guys.

I'm Henley. I'm also too scared for scary movies and I missed you guys too.

I'm Sammy I love scary movies and I freaking miss you guys all the time all the time we are all the time all the dang time

we took we took a week off from the podcast so we're we're back thrilled to be back.

Obviously a lot's been going on,

which is why we took that time off.

And you know, I could ask you guys what's up,

but that's what's up is everything that's happening in the world that

we're all really dealing with and thinking about and we're three white ladies so

we know that we don't know necessarily the right things to say, but we're trying and we figured we, I don't know, we'll just check in and talk about what's going on with us in this moment.

Yeah, it's been emotional and overwhelming,

also inspiring and kind of hopeful.

It's been a lot of things, I think.

And I'm sure I'm not alone in this,

but basically realizing that I'm like racist and part of a racist system as a white person that of like

just like much more passive and complicit than I would have thought is how where I've been like oh yeah yeah and

and it's like infuriating and so easy it's infuriating and really shameful and I got you know pretty overwhelmed by a lot of those emotions for a few days and kind of to a point of

in action which like in itself comes from a place of privilege if you know what I mean?

Like, yeah.

I have the privilege to be able to kind of not do anything because I'm, you know,

I benefit from this system and so I like kind of then came to a point of oh that's not helpful

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