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🗓️ 23 December 2021
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0:00.0 | So I was in total denial that I was sick. I didn't understand that your brain can get injured |
0:08.7 | just like your knee. I just, I didn't understand that. I was of the mindset that I needed to |
0:14.0 | keep pressing forward and fix all on my own whatever it was that I was feeling. And then |
0:20.6 | I started to have these even darker thoughts. And that's when I felt like I understood |
0:25.8 | my mom in a way that I never wanted to understand her. Like you have these thoughts that like you |
0:32.0 | want to die. And it was terrifying because I've always been afraid my whole life for the moment |
0:38.2 | that that might happen to me. And where that fear came from was I have a photo book of her |
0:44.2 | when she was like teenager. And she looked really happy. And I was like, there's no way I just don't |
0:49.9 | believe that this 16 year old knows what's going to happen to her. And that was so scary because |
0:55.5 | I was like, am I a ticking time bomb? Does it just happen to people? Her brother took his own |
1:00.3 | like, like it runs deep in her family. So I just knew that there was a possibility. And then when |
1:05.1 | it did, I thought that that was just my fate. It now happened to me. And because the narrative I was |
1:11.9 | told about her was she just had to go. Like she just, she was so sick that she had to go. And I was |
1:18.5 | like, well, I guess I'm so sick that maybe I have to go because I don't know what else there is. |
1:23.6 | That's Alexi Papis. And yes, it must be that time of year again because this is part one of our |
1:32.5 | annual Best of 2021 edition of the Rich Roll Podcast. The Rich Roll Podcast. Greetings and happy |
1:51.6 | holidays from everyone here at the RRP Mother Ship. Welcome to the show where for the last nine |
1:57.8 | years, I have endeavored to have deep, meaningful, long form conversations about things that matter |
2:05.4 | with a wide swath of the world's best and brightest minds, discussing everything from fitness and |
2:11.0 | education, science, nutrition, and environmentalism to arts, spirituality, literature, entrepreneurship, |
2:18.6 | athleticism, creativity, and positive culture change. And this past year was no different. |
2:25.0 | Despite 2021 being a year that we can all safely label as challenging for a variety of reasons, |
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