I really want to help those who feel as though they're struggling between forward and

former.

Y'all I I'm going to come from your edges in just a few more, but I'm trying to be nice.

You find yourself you have shifted forward

into a new year, but sometimes my former keeps talking to me.

And how do I handle what I know I need to move forward, but my former keeps on pulling me and I really don't need

any stuck up Christian telling me if you are a Christian you wouldn't be struggling like that. The reason I'm struggling is not because I'm not saved. It's because I am saved.

That's why I battled like this because there was the time where there was no struggle.

Okay, y'all don't want to talk to me today.

There was the time there was no struggle.

Whatever the flesh wanted to do, we did.

If the flesh wanted to get high, we got high. If the flesh wanted to fornicate, we fornicated.

If the flesh wanted to club, we club. But ever since I met Jesus, there's this battle. That doesn't mean you're not saved. That's irrefutable

evidence that you are saved because there was a time you could do what you want and for all of those

who are battling does God really want me does God really have a plan this is something the

Holy Spirit dropped in my heart I want to see the

scripture to cooperate my claim. I've heard of many unwanted pregnancies but I

really haven't heard of many unwanted adoptions.

Ephesians chapter 1, verse 5,

having predestined us to adoption

as sons by Jesus Christ to himself

According to the good pleasure of his will to the praise of the glory of his grace of his grace

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