We were talking and I said, I'll be engaged or married within a year or two.

That's what she said.

The last thing you said to me about that was Cheyenne. So you mean to tell me, you're just going to say you can be made until you're just going to happen. And I said, yep. And he said, okay. I refresh Instagram and this Negro then took my manifestation. So now I got a problem with you. When we done tap it, square up. God, you delivered it to the wrong address.

Dr. Cheyenne Bryant is in the building. You said that no matter what, you're going to marry a man that doesn't have kids. Yes. I look at blended families as something that can work and can be a blessing. My dad has six of us by five women, but it's a lot of work. And two,

it is definitely a polyamous relationship, not polygamy, two different things. People like to say,

no, it's not. Watch this. A family is me, you, and a child. And when she comes in, guess what?

We're blending her with us. I'm not doing it. I want to be able to break this dysfunctional pathology of these broken homes and broken families within our culture and community. And I don't want to just be preaching about it. I want to be able to say, listen, mom came from blended. But I made a very, very cognitive decision to do it differently because I want to make sure I broke this pattern and Mama did. And when it happens, I only want it on his time. So if his time made right now, baby, you can keep it. I have master celibancy. I have master not having casual sex, which I've never done anyways. I'm not sitting around here and I say this, excuse my language, as some horny toe that just needs something to hump on. I'm a woman who's very in tune with how to regulate my emotions,

my appetite, and my body. A lot of women you see on social media be like, we have needs. When I hear

a certain age, hormones going crazy. Oh, they're going crazy. They're going crazy. They're firing

off right now

I'm trying to sit on this thing now

so my question is

you said I've learned how to master it

how have you mastered it

What started as a search

What started as a search for understanding became a journey of transformation.

Every letter that I wrote led me to this day, the day I got married.

November the 22nd, 2025, dear my forever.

Forever is a long time.

That's how long I love you.

Those lyrics echo through every fiber of my soul at the very thought of you.

This journey has culminated with you as both the award and the reward of my pursuit of love.

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