Zahn, at the end of the year, I didn't have a contract with MTN, which is also I didn't have the result.

In 2014, it was a really bad year I had.

It's most of the races.

I wasn't even, I couldn't finish even the races.

But before that, like in that year, when I hear I had no contract for 2015, believe or not, somehow in my mind, I was dreaming big.

I know I had no contract for next year, but I started to think that one day I will do through to France.

And it's like, man, I get more energy somehow. I don't know.

I was like believing more that my dream will come true.

Wow.

That's from 2011.

Every morning I think is through France to do.

One day I want to do through to France.

Every people I meet, I say them, don't forget this day.

One day I will do through to France.

And some people think, yeah, it's, don't forget this day. One day I will return to France. And some people think,

yeah, it's good. You have a big dream, but it's true. You know, right. Some people say,

ah, you're talking bullshit, you know, like. And, you know, it's like, but the biggest thing I was challenging is myself not the people because in that

moment when I struggle in the small races I said to myself what are you talking like

you're struggling here how you can't make it to do France you're talking

bullshit like I have this conversation with myself and I start to ignore myself

also no no no no whatever you say no I will do it like I am that kind of guy also I don't want to hear with in me to say it's not possible

what was that day like then when you knew after the Dolphine or before the Dolphine when they said

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