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Suppressing Emotions w/ Elli

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Religion & Spirituality

4.8566 Ratings

🗓️ 19 May 2021

⏱️ 35 minutes

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Summary

Elli was raised a third-generation Christian Scientist in Southern California. She left the religion in her late teens and discovered it was a cult in her mid-twenties. Her journey of over 10 years has been undoing the restrictive thinking and false beliefs imprinted since birth and finding out who she is underneath it all. In this second part of a three-episode series, Elli continues sharing her story with Rachel and details her experience of starting therapy after leaving the church. She explains the difficulties she had in simply recognizing her own emotions, after being taught from a young age to ignore all feelings and even bodily sensations. Before You Go: Rachel addresses the importance of titles with regard to health professionals and the fraudulent use of them in Christian Science. She explains how this betrayal of trust can cause mistrust of healthcare workers that can be hard to unlearn. Thanks to our newest Patron Jackey Good!! To help support the show monthly and sign up for cool Indoctrination stickers and tote bags, please visit: www.patreon.com/indoctrination Want to support the IndoctriNation show with a one-time donation? Use this link! www.paypal.me/indoctriNATION You can always help the show for free by leaving us a review on Apple/iTunes, it really helps the visibility of the show! Advertising Inquiries: https://redcircle.com/brands

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0:00.0

Welcome to indoctrination, a weekly conversation series about protecting yourself from systems of control.

0:11.1

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0:53.8

Hello, everybody.

0:55.5

We have Ellie on the show today.

0:58.1

She was raised a third generation Christian scientist in Southern California.

1:03.8

She left the religion in her late teens and then says she discovered it was a cult in her

1:10.2

mid-20s. Her journey of over 10 years has been

1:14.2

undoing the restrictive thinking and the false beliefs imprinted in her since birth and finding

1:21.5

out who she is underneath all of it. And she wanted to share it with you. Here is part two of my three-part

1:30.7

conversation with Ellie.

1:40.9

That brings me to the other thing I mentioned practitioners. Yeah.

1:44.6

That is a career where it's a person who prays for healing of others and they get paid.

1:51.2

Apparently not a salary, but they get some kind of payment.

1:54.9

I think the clients decide how much they pay.

1:57.0

And it's an interesting system.

1:59.2

I think it's generally over the telephone. There's,

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