I want to talk about style.

I want to talk about style. Sometimes I do live shows and I'll say, like, I grew up white trash, and people

be like, oh, like, as if I'm saying something awful or something, like, it's just what it was.

So I grew up white trash and, excuse me, I have a bit of a cold.

That's why I sound so much like I have a bit of a cold.

So I grew up white trash and just by nature of that always was around people who had not great

style, namely, you know, my mom. The way I can describe my mom's style best is that she's like

Aaron Brockovich, you know, where it's like never appropriate for whatever the setting is.

There's always a little too much legs showing when there shouldn't be.

A little too much cleavage showing when there shouldn't be.

And just like tacky clothes.

Things that don't really go together.

Just confusing.

Also, I think in retrospect, something about how my mom dressed was that she was

dressing to hide her insecurities as opposed to expressing herself. That's kind of going to be

the main theme that we're getting at here. So I saw my mom's attire. I saw also people from church who were very different from that and in a not necessarily better way.

You know, they've got the prairie skirts and the turtleneck tops like year round.

So these Mormons would dress in a kind of Mormon-y way. And then there's the white trash people around who would dress in a white trash way. There's my mom who really, really exemplified that. So I didn't have a great example for how to dress. As a kid, I very much dressed like a kid. You know, really, really just my brothers all had hand me downs because there were three of them. I was the only girl, so I would get, you know, my mom would get me stuff from Old Navy or pick and save or,

you know, the target clearance section, things like that was where I was getting my style. And you

don't expect a kid to have style, right? So by my teen years, when my body starts developing, I really, it really, really developed over my 16th year. That's when I started finding, you know, curves for the first time. Before then, it was really just flat as a board, nothing to be found. Then all a sudden, breasts started bursting out, and my ass started getting more womanly. And my thought,

I just started having, you know, my hips expanded. I just started having more womanly curves.

And I was so ashamed of those curves. I didn't feel any, I was shocked at the way that other girls around me who had

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