Welcome to Sad Boys, podcast about feelings and other things also.

I'm Jarvis.

I'm Jordan. What the hell is up? I'm tired. But also, I was like trying to not take my ADHD medication and I was going to be even more tired. And that is the lesson of the show. Guys, don't take your medication. I was trying. I can't do it. It doesn't do anything. No, it does. The ideas that

you're having when you don't take them, they're really good. I was just, I failed to consider

that I should just rise and grind, actually. I should just pick myself up by my bootstraps.

When do you feel like, because I know we both, I think, I mean, we've got relative diagnoses

very late in life, just both mid-20s, I think, I mean, we got relative diagnoses very late in life.

Both mid-20s, I think, when we go.

And I, did you ever have like the, I think I was quite explicitly, at least on a subconscious level, like, no, it's failure if I get diagnosed to help and get medication or something.

I may not say explicitly, but I definitely, when growing up, that was very much the predominant

energy.

Interesting.

I don't think I thought about it at all.

That's mainly because I was like drinking a thousand units of caffeine today.

That's the trouble, right?

Because sometimes you can overpower it with unhealthy self-medication.

And you go like, oh, I just need to find a way to feel caffeinated.

Yeah, let me drink a sip of this coffee and then I'll answer your question.

Everyone else must just be better caffeined.

I got an eggnog-flavored one.

I'm not fucking with it at all.

This is fine.

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