Welcome to Race to Deliver Podcast with Vladimir Subject.

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Let's dive into this week's episode. Okay, so guys, I grew up in

Moscow, Russia. I moved to the United States with my family when I was 19. So all of my

teen years I spent in Russia, that's why I have a thick accent. And there's nothing I can do

about it because I did not go to high school nor middle

school in America. I finished it all back in Russia. And so when I moved to the United States,

that's a year into it. I know actually a couple of months into it. I got saved. And there's this

amazing, amazing church, Church of Truth in Vancouver, Washington.

This is the church where I got born again.

And I'm so thankful to God for this church.

And I have to point that out that, you know, give honor to where honor is due.

And I just thank God for that church. So I got saved.

And when I got married to Vlad five years after being in the United States, I started to experience certain things that were triggered after my move. I moved to Tri-Cities, which is three

and a half hours away from the city where I'm from. It's Vancouver, Washington. And so I started to

experience severe attacks with nightmares and emotions of loneliness, rejection, and all of the darkness started to

saturate me. I think the fact that I was new to marriage, new to city, I didn't have my friends,

my family. I was completely brand new at everything pretty much when I moved here and all of that

kind of pushed me and pushed me to go to this dark mode in a sense or maybe, I don't know,

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