You could be a millionaire and be very dumb.

I've been a millionaire since 19 and I could tell you then that I had no idea what the heck I was doing. Coming into a lot of success very, very young, it sounds like the dream for a lot of people. For me, it exposed a lot of things within myself that I needed to work on. Everything in my life at that time was perfect. It was like I had the perfect relationship to most people. Me and my family are really close. and then I'm making a lot of money.

It was a win in all areas until like the year of 23, God just like he sent it all crashing down. I want to know what happened in 2020. That's what about that. At that time, I had a signals group. People would pay us monthly for us to tell them, this is what trade we're getting into. And we were awesome. We were number one in the world, but the money had become almost my God in a sense. God told me to shut down my business. We had a team meeting. So I joined the team meeting on my phone. And I'm looking at three of the most loyal people in the company. Something my spirit just like told me something. I turned my sister and I was like, I think God wants me to fire one, two, and three. And these are the people that also kind of kept the company together. Five days later, I get back to Dallas and then one, two, and three just woke up and left the company. And that's when I kind of learned when God wants you to move. Move. And I wanted to restart.

I just didn't think restarting would be losing everything. Well, how did it end with the guy? The way that I treated him was definitely not the kindest. You're trying to encourage him, but you're emasculating him in the process. Yes. He gets his money up. I just start noticing. I don't know, he's not responding as fast.

He's dry.

I'm like, what is this?

I tell him, I know we always talk about work,

but I want us to talk about, like, his money up, I just start noticing, I don't know, he's not responding as fast, he's dry.

I'm like, what is this? I tell him, I know we always talk about work, but I want us to talk about like our relationship. And he was like, we're not even in a relationship. That's how you said it? Yeah, like, irritated. Through the relationship, it was a bit rocky because I never felt that confirmation. I was like love bombed into the relationship of like, God told me you're my

wife and guys love to pull that. God told me, no, if God did not confirm it with both of us,

that's not a thing. What did, if anything, that relationship teach you about femininity and masculinity

and then how you might show up in your next relationship.

I love the girlies.

I don't want them to like cancel me. They won't trust me.

It's a healthy platform.

Boom.

Amen.

They're with you on this.

What started as a search for understanding became a journey of transformation.

Every letter that I wrote led me to this day, the day I got married.

November the 22nd, 2025, dear my forever.

Forever is a long time. That's how long I love you. Those lyrics echo through every fiber of my soul at the very thought of you.

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