Yo, what's up?

It's your girl, DJ Narc.

And we're doing another video podcast, I guess.

So if you don't like the AI effect and you've been irritated by my use of it recently,

I'm glad.

It is an expression of my deep grief.

Because what is happening can't actually be happening, right?

Isn't it all just fantastical at this point? It is for me.

If you've noticed that my sorrow has turned to rage, I have a limit with anything.

Like, you can't push me too far.

Because if you push me too far, what you will consider uncharacteristic behavior will start to manifest in me.

Things that you can't count on.

So when I saw those photos of innocent civilians just being rounded up, stripped naked.

Everything that we know now around those situations, everything that happened, the executions,

the killing of women, children, the mass graves, the writing numbers on their arms,

everything, everything.

As soon as I saw that one image, I understood all of that context without having to know the details.

Because there is only one context under which that scenario happens.

But you know, rage is very useful.

I find it to be a lot more bearable than sorrow and grief.

Grief and I just have a really weird relationship.

I'm capable of really deep grief.

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