What is going on? We are doing our first video pod.

Smoke it if you got it, drink something. I rolled myself a cigarette with some loose tobacco.

Okay so Okay, so let's get to it. Here we are. You know I'm not a fan of video pods. You know I'm not a fan of video pods. You know I'm not a fan of anything right now. Actually I was trying to watch Lucy

just to distract myself and didn't realize that within the first five minutes I was going to have to

see the face of a douche bag Danish actor that I despise. So then I turned that off. I did the

Ari's reading and that helped a little bit. Smoke it if you got it. I think it helped because whenever I do an Aries

reading it's like really cathartic for me.

The Aries reading is always what I don't want to hear about myself.

It's difficult placements, you know, Mars, Venus, and areas is difficult. That's why I bring it up so much because it's not easy.

But that's not what we heard to talk about. I'm just, I'm avoiding it. I'm avoiding it.

Well my brother and my sister-in-law got married,

I learned something about Anu really quickly.

She told me once when she realized that I was dating her cousin she said denial I just denied things

I live in denial and I remember thinking at the time fuck how does she function I

couldn't do that I know she's a Libra I know there's a certain amount of like

blindness that comes with being a Libra you need to you know have those blinders on or else like you can't

function in this very specific way that Leibers want to function.

But as a Gemini, I couldn't wrap my fucking head around it and as a Vedic tourist I was like, oh fuck this denial of what,

bitch, I want to talk about

shit right now like it doesn't matter if it's a relationship it doesn't

matter if it's a friendship it doesn't matter if it's family it doesn't

matter what the fuck it is if something is

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